Sunday, March 15, 2009

Because i made her

I made her ... she's different, she's unique With love I formed her in her mother's womb. I fashioned her with great joy. I remember with great pleasure the day I created her.

I love her smile, I love her ways. I love to hear her laugh And the silly things she says and does. She is herself and no one else ... She brings me great pleasure. This is how I made her.

I made her pretty, but not beautiful Because I knew her heart, and knew she would vain ... I wanted her to search her heart, and learn That it would be me in her that would make her beautiful ... And that it would be me in her that would draw friends to her.

I made her in such a way that she would need me. I made her a little more lonesome than she would like to be ... Only because I wanted her to turn to me her loneliness. I made her a little more dependent than she would like to be ... Only because I wanted her to learn to depend on me. I know her heart , I know if I had not made her like this, She would go her own way from me, her creator.

I have given her many good and happy times ... Because I love her.

Because I love her, I have seen her heart broken ... And the tears she has cried alone. I have cried with her and had a broken heart, too.

Many times she has tumbled and fallen alone. Only because she would not hold my hand. So many lessons She has to learn the hard way, Because she would not listen to my voice ...

So many times I have sat back and Sadly watched her go her merry way alone, Only to have her return to my arms, sad and broken. (Isaiah 66:2)
And now she is mine again ... I made her and then I bought her. I paid a high price for her ...

I have to reshape her and remold her. To renew her to what I have planned for her to be ... It is not easy for her or me. I want her to be conformed to My image, the high goal I have set for her ... Because I love her.

Saturday, March 14, 2009


I feel blue....
im am sooo bored and nothing at all to do
i really really really am starting to hate chinese movies and
for my friends lauren and emily, u will understand why
where i am at all the movies are chinese. though there house is very
pretty, it is freeaking COLD!!! so all i have now is u tube wich computer
i just found out how to turn on.

please respond lauren or emily or anyone

Friday, February 20, 2009

:D I am soooo happy
school is out

Saturday, February 14, 2009

My friend,
My companion,
Through good times and bad,
My friend,
My buddy,
Through happy and sad,
Beside me you stand,
Beside me you walk,
You're there to listen,
You're there to talk,
With happiness,
With smiles
,With pain and tears,
I know you'll be there, throughout the years!
You are all good friends to me and I am grateful to you.
ELEVEN. You walk really slow when you're with them.
TEN: You feel shy whenever they're around
NINE: You smile when you hear their voice.
EIGHT: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her.
SIX: They're all you think about.
FIVE: You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them.
FOUR: You would do anything for them, just to see them
THREE:]While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time.
TWO:You were so busy thinking about that person, you didn't notice number seven was missing
ONE: You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself.

1st corinthins 2nd one

this is the actual one, i left a few out on the one i posted. hope you like

"* Love runs a marathon with blistered heels just to keep you company.
*Love won't take a break until you have what you need.
*Love doesn't get grumpy if you win the lottery and refuses to share a penny.
*Love doesn't act like you're a stranger just because you have a giant green booger in your nose.
*Love,though perfect, isn't full of its self.
*Love doesn't push its self into places where it's not invited.
*Love doesn't take cuts in front of anybody.
*Love doesn't go crazy when you totaled the car.
*Love doesn't keep track of all the times you blow it.
*Love does't laugh when a jerk falls on his face.
*Love doesn't make the story bigger than it is.
*Love can be spat upon, beaten, and even murdered and it'll just keep loving.
*Love trusts God implicitly.
*Love doesn't feel bad about what happened yesterday.
*Love keeps running the marathon until it reaches the end.

Our love is Jesus Christ

The Poem

I knelt to pray but not for long,
I had too much to do. I had to hurry and get to work
For bills would soon be due.
So I knelt and said a hurried prayer,
And jumped up off my knees.
My Christian duty was now done
My soul could rest at ease.....
All day long I had no time
To spread a word of cheer
No time to speak of Christ to friends,
They'd laugh at me I'd fear.
No time, no time, too much to do,
That was my constant cry,
No time to give to souls in need But at last the time,
the time to die I went before the Lord , I came,
I stood with downcast eyes. For in his hands God! held a book;
It was the book of life. God looked into his book and said
'Your name I cannot find I once was going to write it down...
But never found the time'

Science Vs. Religion

Part of 1 st corinthians

this is a remake..

love never barges into unwanted places.
love never stops loving
love doesnt laugh when someone falls flat on their face
love doesnt get mad when you win the lottery and dont share a penny
love although perfect doesnt boast
love runs a marathon with blistered heals just to keep you company
love finishes the race even if it is tired
love never hates
love is never ending

love is Jesus Christ

Friday, February 13, 2009

Happy Valentines Day
i hope that your day will be

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Here is the Lyrics
I have heard so many songs
Listened to a thousand tongues
But there is one
That sounds above them all

The Father' song
The Father's loveYou sung it over me and for eternity
It's written on my heart

Heaven's perfect melody
The Creator's symphony
You are singing over me
The Father's song
Heaven's perfect mystery
The king of love has sent for me
And now you're singing over me
The Father's song

I have heard so many songs
Listened to a thousand tongues
But there is one
That sounds above them all
Sounds above them all]
The Father's song
The Father's love

You sung it over me and for eternity
It's written on my heart
It's Heaven's perfect mystery
The king of love has sent for me
And now you're singing over me

The Father's song
The Father's song
The Father's love
You sung it over me and for eternity
It's written on my heart
[It's written on my heart]
The Father's song
The Father's love
You sung it over me and for eternity
It's written on my heart
It's written on my heart
You sing it over meFather

Monday, February 9, 2009

Happiness keeps You Sweet,

Trials keep You Strong,

Sorrows keep You Human,

Failures keeps You Humble,

Success keeps You Glowing,

But Only God keeps You Going

Dont walk ahead of me

because i may not follow..

Dont walk behind me

because i may not lead..

Just walk beside me

and be my friend.

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Perfect hot chocolate

1 whole bar of Hersheys chocolate. dark or milk, your choice.

2 leaves of mint or mint extract, 2 tblspoons

1/2 teaspoon of cinnomon

1/2 teaspoon of vanilla extract

1/2 cup of milk, if wanted mild chocolate, 1 full cup.


melt chocolate bar with milk, untill shimmers.

add mint

add cinnomon

then take off heat and pour vanilla

dress with whipcream and marshmellos if wanted

3 things

Three things in life that, once gone, never come back
1. Time
2. Words
3. Opportunity
Three things in life that can destroy a person
1. Anger
2. Pride
3. Unforgiveness

Three things in life that you should never lose
1. Hope
2. Peace
3. Honesty
Three things in life that are most valuable
1. Love

2. Family & Friends
3. Kindness
Three things in life that are never certain
1. Fortune
2. Success

3. Dreams
Three things that make a person
1. Commitment
2. Sincerity

3. Hard work
Three things that are truly constant -

Father - Son - Holy Spirit

I ask the Lord to bless you, as I pray for you today, to guide you and protect you, as you go along your way. God's love is always with you, God's promises are true. And when you give God all your cares, you know God will see you through.

Saturday, February 7, 2009

Polina Semionova

She is my new IDOL.

shes an awsome dancer, love her song.

Random Pictures

Hi everyone who is reading this. i just wanted to put up random pictures...

thanks for looking

A poem for a mom

If you could just imagine
One more moment is all that I'm asking

Knowing that one day
God's gonna open up the gates
And take my mother away

And I dream of it

Hurts to know that I could be a better Daughter
Did so much for me, but I haven't done none

But I can, and I'm willing to change
Play a better part, with this life as my stage
And when she leaves, there'll be a smile on her face
So I will let her go on a good page

All I care about is her happinessAnd when the time comes, damn I'll sure miss

But that's what happens, it's inevitable
My perfect mother is unforgettable

But as long as she knows that I love her so
The tears'll fall, but I'll have to let her go

Because I know every minute now is sacred
So we need to make time the best we can make it

We gotta take it slowAnd I'll do the best I can to show
That before you go, I do careBefore the time comes that you gotta leave here
Mama, i'll meet you there.

Friday, February 6, 2009

Just wanted to say

Everyone needs a hug once

or twice, just to tell,

you care for them.. sooooo

i give you a computer hug.

Thursday, February 5, 2009

take time to see everything,

you only live once, and its not enough,

but still try.

If we can not forget our grudges of yesterday,

and keep worring of tomorow,

you will never see the present of today.

Cheerleaders are the only angels...Because we're the only humans that can fly!!!
~ Remember, growing older is mandatory. Growing up is optional.

~ We make a Living by what we get; we make a Life by what we give.

~ If you fill your heart with regrets of yesterday and the worries of tomorrow,You have no today to be thankful for.
Just Stay
A nurse took the tired, anxious serviceman to the bedside. 'Your son is here,' she said to the old man.She had to repeat the words several times before the patient's eyes opened.
He was heavily sedated because of the pain of his heart attack, he dimly saw the young uniformed Marine standing outside the oxygen tent. He reached out his hand. The Marine wrapped his toughened fingers around the old man's limp ones, squeezing a message of love and encouragement.
The nurse brought a chair so that the Marine could sit beside the bed. All through the night the young Marine sat there in the poorly lighted ward, holding the old man's hand and offering him words of love and strength. Occasionally, the nurse suggested that the Marine move away and rest awhile. He refused. Whenever the nurse came into the ward, the Marine was oblivious of her and of the night noises of the hospital - the clanking of the oxygen tank, the laughter of the night staff members exchanging greetings, the cries and moans of the other patients. Now and then she heard him say a few gentle words. The dying man said nothing, only held tightly to his son all through the night.
Along towards dawn, the old man died. The Marine released the now lifeless hand he had been holding and went to tell the nurse. While she did what she had to do, he waited.
Finally, she returned. She started to offer words of sympathy, but the Marine interrupted her.'Who was that man?' he asked. The nurse was startled, 'He was your father,' she answered.. 'No, he wasn't,' the Marine replied. 'I never saw him before in my life.'
'Then why didn't you say something when I took you to him?''I knew right away there had been a mistake, but I also knew he needed his son, and his son just wasn't here. When I realized that he was too sick to tell whether or not I was his son, knowing how much he needed me, I stayed.'
The next time someone needs you ... just be there. Stay.